One of the reasons why i decided to write a post today is because of Luhan haha.. Firstly happy birthday to my baby boy <3 , i dont really like "claiming" him but sometimes i just had to, so precious. How is this boy even turning 22 today? He is just so lovable. From the 2nd official teaser, the one i knew him from, the one i know this guy is gonna be the love of my life. Thinking about it, it felt so magical. Its almost 5 months, i can honestly say that i when through thick and thin with those 12 boys. But those bystanders just sit there and judge fans who have been there for them when they receive criticism from the same type of people. Even if you do not consider the feelings for the fans, what about the boys? They are innocent, it is SMENT who plans all this, not the boys. Do you think they will feel good? They get very tired too, and pressurize from all this teasers, single filming. Sometimes i dont get it, these fans bash them but in the end they are the one who tries their best for them, dont they feel guilty or smth? maybe it was just me who actually felt this way. Honestly i am really sick and tired of all these to the point i will just heck care it. Maybe caring too much from the start was wrong. Maybe i should not even when to see those teasers. But thinking through, everything for the 12 boys was worth it. It just brings so much laughter and happiness to my life. Maybe it was because i was too stupid. Too stupid to fall in love with them. Love is something that cant be controlled.. sad life kinda.
