I really got something to tell you. Last friday, i had the speaker badge. My topic was "tell us more abt your best friend" when i was abt to speak, i just break down, tears filled my eyes. Miss chen ask me is it because of the topic. I, myself also dont know what is the reason. And many appear in my mind, including you :x. I wish you were here and i can tell you all this. I am tired of life. And why arent you even using the comp, all the maths will be gone after one week!! And you probably be dead or asking work to copied. I expected that. I havent even finish one school paper, hehe. I am going to buy sticky. I want to buy for you. I want to sit next to you next year. I want you to come back. I seriously dont understand why Mrs Ng want to change place. I miss the time we had sitting together. But luckily, i still have this wonderful memories all thanks to you then those hurtful ones from those bitches. Oh i also wanted to tell you that i dont really give a damn abt them anymore. People do enter and leave your life, and i believe that. You know what, my results drop like hell. I doubt yours is any better. Why are you causing so much pain for others, like weiting? She is a nice girl maybe just unreasonable sometimes. She would write all those things because she really loves you. She is just jealous. After all, she is a human, a girl.
The girl who seemed unbreakable broke, the girl who always laughed cried, the girl who never stop trying finally gave up. She dropped a fake smile as a tear ran down her cheek and she whispered to herself "i can't do this anymore"
rmb this, this is me now. you know. sigh. K, i really hope to see you when sch reopens :DD <3
