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Hello :D HAHAHHAHA. CURRENTLY IN LOVE WITH SHINEE :DDDDD

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I really got something to tell you. Last friday, i had the speaker badge. My topic was "tell us more abt your best friend" when i was abt to speak, i just break down, tears filled my eyes. Miss chen ask me is it because of the topic. I, myself also dont know what is the reason. And many appear in my mind, including you :x. I wish you were here and i can tell you all this. I am tired of life. And why arent you even using the comp, all the maths will be gone after one week!! And you probably be dead or asking work to copied. I expected that. I havent even finish one school paper, hehe.  I am going to buy sticky. I want to buy for you. I want to sit next to you next year. I want you to come back. I seriously dont understand why Mrs Ng want to change place. I miss the time we had sitting together. But luckily, i still have this wonderful memories all thanks to you then those hurtful ones from those bitches. Oh i also wanted to tell you that i dont really give a damn abt them anymore. People do enter and leave your life, and i believe that. You know what, my results drop like hell. I doubt yours is any better. Why are you causing so much pain for others, like weiting? She is a nice girl maybe just unreasonable sometimes. She would write all those things because she really loves you. She is just jealous. After all, she is a human, a girl.

The girl who seemed unbreakable broke, the girl who always laughed cried, the girl who never stop trying finally gave up. She dropped a fake smile as a tear ran down her cheek and she whispered to herself "i can't do this anymore"

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Hmmm, since you MIA in facebook so long, i also MIS from bloger. HEHE.

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Third Day You Left


Life here isin't good for me. I flunk ca2 history. My now history sucks. And you won the bet. FML. I still wanted to ask your do something. See the above pic? This is how we talk now and then. I miss you. I illusion your voice -.- Pretty retard you know. I am going to buy Sticky on Friday and wanted to buy for you D: But i can't Sigh, how sch hols end faster. :D 
I know even if i like, you will never like me cause you are just my BestFriend. Ily.

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First Day You Are Gone

I feel so empty without. The class seems like it has nobody. Staring at your seat. I seems so helpless. Your results are not very good. Why? Did not study? Our Bet? This lover is better for you, trust me. Although my eart is breaking but i dont care. As long as you are happy. i am glad. OMG. >< I think i have fall for you. Shit. But i really doubt your words. All i want to do now is add you as bro on fb. I Miss Die You.

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Tmr marks the end of  EOY. :D

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Exams. Three more subject. Maths paper2, Science and Art. I really need the world to stop. i can't take it it anymore. She is like driving me crazy. Exams too -.- haha.
Yeah. Thru all this experiences in life, many that one will face, it enable us to be even stronger and tougher. use the right attitude against it. i know it but you know, i can't help it. I could not just ignore it. It killing me. I know i must forget, i tried but i just can't. Probably i am too concern about friends. But some are worth concerning for :D Hehe. ILY :D Bestfriend and Christine. Thanks for listening to me, giving me advice, staying by my side. I promise i will help you too :D <3
This is for you, Bestfriend:
I still rmb what you said Bestfriend. "Even if the whole world turn their backs on you, i'll still be there for you, because i still remember how much you help me. ^^" HEHE. Thanks. You help me so much. Again and Again. I am glad to have you as my friend. I didn't regret coming to New Town. You change me , sotta. If fate allows, I hope i will still be able to see you somewhere, when you emigrate.
This is for you, Christine:
Christine, thanks for advising me. Thank you very much. I hope to know you even better. I am glad to know you. Like you said. If she is really my friend, she will continue being my friend after all. I hope so. I am tired mentally and physically. I need a break. Glad exams are going to finish.
This is for you, She:
I dont know what happen between us that cause us to be like this. If i did anything wrong, i am sorry. But please stop all this childish things now. K? Bye.

I LOVE YOU :D FRIENDS&SISTERS

Goodbye

Celeste says:
 yo
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 hi
Celeste says:
  DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
 oh ya, how to talk to them ?
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 them
Celeste says:
 A & B
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 oh
 i never talk to feng yi la
Celeste says:
 k. brian?
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 brian just cant be bothered i think
 he just like errr rkk
Celeste says:
 why?
 what you said?
 to him
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 the one you ask me to tell la
 the a, b c thing
 
 aiya
Celeste says:
 oh, no name right
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 he say he dont get it without the name
 so i tell him wit the name
 then he also like errrrr okay
Celeste says:
 what name?
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 i dont think he get whats the question is trying to say
Celeste says:
 What the hell....when you say?
 thats means he still blur with names?
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 yesterday night.
  .
Celeste says:
 so he know B is him.
 A is Feng Yi
 right?
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 why he cannot knw
Celeste says:
 i mean, he can't know now.
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 why la
Celeste says:
 he still act like he don't know who the three person is when i ask him.
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 cos he's blur
 i think
Celeste says:
 i have to see the situation...It seems like i purposely say this because of...
 oh okay
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 because of
Celeste says:
 Because now i have some troubles with A. then, aiya i dont know larh
 my head is going to burst D:
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 you ppl, shouldnt think bout ths kind of thing right now
Celeste says:
 i know
 but i feel bad
 i just cant help it
 i told Brian i only gonna tell him who are three person after exams so yeah.
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 the best thing to do is 3 of you ppl talk
  
Celeste says:
 how?
 like talk what?
 can tell me?
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 to solve this thing
 you guys should talk tgt
Celeste says:
 like how to talk. like start?
 But talking will not help cause of her god damn temper
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 after say stay back 5 mins in class
 when everyone is gone
Celeste says:
 and?
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 idk
 solve this thing so that no one will hate one another
Celeste says:
 Is not hate now. Is the feeling of sotta betreyal.
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 ya.
Celeste says:
 and now, she totally ignore me for some reasons that idk
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 so tell to the person who betray you
Celeste says:
 i cant even approach her
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 tell her how you feel
 just be strong la
 if she's really your friend
 then ...  talk to her
Celeste says:
 i am trying to, just that i'm tired
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 tell how you feel
Celeste says:
 her personality really cannot
 i know her well.
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 are you sure
 you only knew each other for 10 months
 u knw her that well
Celeste says:
 she is just fucking annoying. everytime exams like that.
 i know her even before she's in newtown
 she is in same promary school as me
 and she live next blobk
 block*
 I think she purposely. she is too competitive. maybe she wants to distract me
 primary*
 u there>
 ?*
 
You have just sent a nudge.
 
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 kk
 got it
 i am reading
Celeste says:
 oh okay.
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 relax
 kk
 being angry will nt help
Celeste says:
 so i am just sick and tired of her, sick and tired of this class
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 tell her how you feel
Celeste says:
 i not angry
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 thats the only way
Celeste says:
 i am just relieving
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 or AVOID HER
 YEAH
 THATS BETTER
 you dont have the courage to talk right
Celeste says:
 now the point is she can be calm and talk. too idk
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 AVOID HER.
Celeste says:
 i know.
 i am avioding
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 so there.
 problem solved
 you avoid her alrd
 then the next thing to do is feel nothing
Celeste says:
 and the worst thing abt 1/1 is that if one of your bestfriend is angry with someone. the person will also be angry for no reason
 thats pure stupidity
 k. i will try.
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 dont let them knw you angry wit her
Celeste says:
 i have no time to even entertain her
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 just avoid her
Celeste says:
 k.
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 avoid but dont make it too obvoius
Celeste says:
 like/
 like?*
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 maybe for 8 hours of class,
 say hi to her in the morning
 and   for afterclass
 but during class, dont talk to her
Celeste says:
 but you know. she is like siwei. you in this situation say hi. she just stare
 and i hate it
 i dont own her a living
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 then dont say hi la
Celeste says:
 nvm. i will try to give to her cause she has pms and moodswing
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 you say hi for what
 you also knw she dont like you
Celeste says:
 i know
 i never even say hi
 she just stare
 i was like. wtf. attitude problem larh she
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 kk
 whats your number
 i'll text you
 gtg liao
Celeste says:
 96793855
 k.
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 i miss call alrd
Celeste says:
 k. saw it
don't let your emotions bring you down! says:
 save my number k
  
Celeste says:
 k.  

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Is it me or what? I don't know. It feels like i am drifting from practical everyone except some. It like even worse then living in hell. I don't wish this to continue. Exams are just in 3 days. Literature paper. FML. but i am going to relax. Timezone ^^. HEHEHE. Currently studying history. Loving it. Tmr geog extra lesson :D LoveLoveLove.


Finding a friend could be as easy as saying A-Z but finding a true friend is like finding a million dollar note on the ground. Hard and rare. So cherish every true friend you have now, even though is only one.

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